Showing posts with label chronic pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chronic pain. Show all posts

Thursday, July 28, 2011

One Year Lyme-A-Versary

Today marks the one year anniversary of my official diagnosis of late stage Lyme disease and the day that I began treatment. I can hardly believe how much my life has changed in the course of this single tumultuous year of my life. Oddly enough, as incapacitated as I was throughout much of this year, this is the year that I truly started living and loving my life.

What amazes me the most when I look back on this year full of unimaginable physical pain (Can you read that okay? Should I make it larger? I can do that, you know!), it's the beautiful moments that stand out, not the dark days. It's the love and kindness and support that I remember most. It's the laughter and tears of joy that I cherish. And that's enough to take the power away from all of the pain of this year.

I choose not to look on this anniversary with sadness, for this was a year filled with loss and closed doors. Instead, I choose to look upon it with gratitude and gladness--for this was a year full of unbelievable triumphs and lessons. This was a year full of amazing new friendships.

I love my life now, although I wish it wouldn't have taken a very rude awakening from Lyme disease to make that happen, but that's what it took to awaken my soul. I am so happy with my life now and who I have become through learning to dance my way through Lymeland. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to those very special people in my life who have shared the dance with me! I love you all and wouldn't be here without you.


Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Dancing With Lyme Disease

Yesterday, I felt like a pampered princess! I went to my weekly belly dancing class, which is taught by a good friend of mine, and then I went straight to another friend's house for my weekly massage. A girl could really get used to that kind of treatment!

I absolutely love belly dance class, despite the fact that I've been frozen in the beginner class for a long time because I've had to drop out a handful of times when my Lyme disease knocked me on my butt. But, I've learned several moves and I practice frequently at home, even--and especially--when I don't feel well. Also, since my friend teaches the class, she is very understanding of my situation and knows that I may need to quit early or alter certain moves.

Before I had even considered taking belly dancing, my friend--the belly dance instructor--posted an article on Facebook about belly dancing for people with chronic pain. I wish I could find the article, but let's just say it certainly piqued my interest! I called her up and asked if she thought it would be possible for me to dance with my Lyme disease and she said it was certainly worth a try.

When I first started taking classes, it was often the only time during the week that I was able to get out of the house that didn't involve going to the doctor's office or the pharmacy. I was surprised to learn one of the first benefits of taking classes during my illness was that it got me out of the house, which really lifted my spirits!

Belly dancing boosts your self image. It makes you feel more confidant and proud of your body. Let's face it--when you're sick, you don't look or feel your best. I've found that when I dance, it gives me a reason to be extra proud of my body--the body that I'm not always so kind to, yet daily gives its all to battle Lyme disease.

One of the greatest benefits of belly dancing is that the movements really help with my Lyme pain--especially the hip pain. To think that I almost didn't take classes because of my hip pain! On days when my hips are bothering me, I start dancing, and before I can say Metamucil, I no longer feel like an achy octogenarian!

When I first started dancing, I had to have someone drop me off and pick me up. Soon, I started to notice that I often felt completely energized after class, which, for someone with my level of fatigue is pretty amazing! I'm able to drive myself to and from class again, which makes me proud.

Dancing with Lyme disease has been quite an adventure, in more ways than one! And while I understand that belly dancing is certainly not for everyone, I do encourage you to find a way to keep yourself moving, especially if you have chronic pain. Even better is to find a fun way to keep yourself moving, like belly dancing. (Maybe I'm a little biased!).

When you are sick, it is so easy to fall into the vicous cycle of laying in bed for hours--sometimes even all day--and not getting any exercise at all. Even if it's just a few simple stretches, your body will thank you for it the next day!